Lost Faith?
My LoveMy love is so strongI don't want anything to go wrongFor him I would give my lifeBecause I long to be forever his wifeMy love for him is so trueThat when we're togehter I never feel blueSometimes we give eachother a headacheBut still for our lives will acheAche for eachother and none otherWe have decidedThat we do not need anyone elseSomeday soon...We won't have to worryNot about money, jobs, or anythingA worry free Happy LifeThat's what I see for usSometimes we get impatientWe want it all nowBut we will have to wait for nowBecause the best things in life areAlways well worth the waitSuch as our love It will continue to grow and never fade~Froggy~
Recently I have found an old poem book of mine from years ago. I stumbled across this when I was going through some old boxes of mine to get rid of the old stuff that's no longer needed. I was thumbing through it and it has inspired me to pick up where I left off. I'm going to publish one for the first time via blogger.PainSomething is hiddingI can feel itI ask but get nothingThey think that I don't trustAnd that all I do is lustWhen in fact all I feel is LoveIt is true blue & it is from up aboveThey don't exactly see my insecuritiesI try to show them & explainI try to show them all this painIt was shown to me when I was youngI'm not worth anythingAnything that is good will end in painI do not show all that is insideBecause it holds a lot of painPain hurts so I want to hideI want to stop the hurt before it takes placeSo I try to talk and that leads to...Different kinds of painThey see mistrust and lack of confidenceBut inside I see love, and trust, one dayIf I'm lucky......I will find the one that I canTrust enough to let in & he won't abuse the informationHe won't use all the pain to cause moreGet married, buy a house, cars, kids the real "American" DreamI fear that won't happen because I'm not worthyBut they tell me not to worry~Froggy~Stepping StonesI feel invisible to the worldSometimes to those for whom I careI may have just let some do what they want beforeBut where are they at nowTo them I was just a stepping stoneTired & hurt - well NO moreI won't allow it anymoreThose who want to step hereCan Kiss My A*SLet me walk a little Turn the tablesShow them how it feelsDo things for me Not dispite meBecause you shall only receiveWhat you do to me So think about that before you do itIf you want that then continueThis is to all that truely do not careThose that do should care enoughTo stop and think firstI hold so many ?s insideFor I have been "just another stone" for so longI'm tired of being everyone's rockI want to start off fresh with my own building blockI hope that begins soonI have faith, but it lacks with meAm I really worth all that is expectedOr am I just one big disappointmentTo my family, friends, loved ones all the sameThat ? plays over in my headHere is to my very own beginers set of Building Blocks~Froggy~