Really Hectic!!!

As of late if I'm not working or sick....I'm out and about with My Guy, Friends or all of the above. Occasionally I get a day to just lounge around the home front. Not too often though, because there is always something to do around here.

The love life is going really well. I was having some issues but then I woke up and realized a lot of things. We are getting married this year. Talk of starting a family soon has gotten me really excited. We aren't trying hard, but not trying to stop it either.

Recently I have realized that I was stressing about a lot of things. Stupid things that I should just shrug my shoulders at. But instead I was taking them to heart and freaking out for no reason. I decided that my health wasn't worth it. Sometimes you need to just step back and look at the whole picture and where you would like to be. Look at the things that need to change in order for them to take place, Decide the best plan. Then take action.

For the longest time I had NO CLUE what I wanted to do with my life. Then after a long discussion with the Groom to be......it came to me. I would love nothing more than to be the stay at home wife with the kids and everything. Of course I would have to have at least a part time job. Some would say: to get out of the house. I would say so that I have my own little income and not 100% reliant on the husband. Of course there are a lot of women and men out there that think of this as barbaric, or old school/old fashioned. But when I look back at how I was raised....I think that some more parental influence would have done a lot of good for all of us. Because both parents were working full time jobs, they barely had time to make out the checks for bills let alone have family night, or time to go to school functions. Don't get me wrong I'm not blaming them for working and putting food on the table or a roof over our heads. My mom always told me that she wanted the best for us and wanted better for us than what she ever had. With certain opportunities that may come up we both foresee this as an option. Plus maybe even Foster Care.

We have been looking at bigger places to live. Our lease is up soon and the little one bedroom isn't big enough for us and of course MOSEY. Moses alone needs his own room, with all the junk that we have bought for him. He has his jungle gym/house thing that is almost as big as our love seat. Late at night if we aren't in bed yet he will run rampid throughout the apt. and attack my guy. Then Moses will chase him and bite the back of his legs when he catches him. Of course if I'm not being chased as well, I'm laughing my ass off at the spectacle.

Still no official date for the upcoming nuptials. Still waiting on when he will be able to take vacation time.

Megz will be back the first week of August. For that I am REALLY happy. But at the same time sad. The only reason that she is coming back is because her husband has to go over seas yet again. But some really great girl times are to come. More stories and a lot more memories.

Till next time. Hopefully it won't be so long before I get a moment to let my mind wander.

~Froggy