Lost Faith?

Friday, December 08, 2006

Smoking....I have decided that I'm better off not going back down that road. I hung out with some old friends last night for a little bit. They were smoking & it reminded me why I quit. The smell, the taste, the burning eyes, & the dis-coloration of their skin. Plus with my ulcer, really not a good idea!
It was a good time hanging out with them. We were inseparable through out high school. Then I haven't seen James for over 3yrs, & Bren, well we talk when we both can. We talked about old times. Great memories!
Ry & I are doing really good. Lots of plans for the future.
Another friend of mine needs help I'm not sure how to help though. Other than to be there, & try getting her to talk about things. I find that's the only way that I can get things started on fixing the problem. In my own experience though. I rack my brain more than they know about these issues. I think her blogging about all the things also helps some. That way she doesn't have anyone interrupting her or judging her.
My health....They're changing my meds for the ulcer. The stress hasn't gone away. In fact sometimes I think it's worse.....THANK YOU CHEAPO! Hopefully soon to say GOODBYE CHEAPO! Until then I'm bidding my time & biting my tongue on a lot of issues when I'm not there. It helps for me not to vent w/ my guy about the issues.
Well on that note........I'm at home & not going to think about work.
Going to bake some cookies. Peanut butter with the kisses on the top.....MMMMMM! One of my favorites!

1 Comments:

Blogger Broken Monster said...

I'm sorry you're sick. =( It sucks, & I know the stress at work is not helping. Luckily, Ops MOD is on vacation now, so hopefully you can have a peaceful week without him treating you like crap.

11:34 PM  

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