I Might have a new career!
Not just a job but something that I think I'd be great at. I have an interview this coming Thursday. Some have been uber supportive. Then there are those that always have to rain on your parade. I'm a very lucky woman! The man of my dreams and of my life continues to amaze me. Over a month ago he told me to go ahead and put in my 2 week notice and get the hell outta the Cheapo. I thought about it long and hard and double checked with him about it before I took the huge leap......Testing later and an interview lined up, then WHAM! I get the worst thing that could've happened at this time.......second guessing the descision. Not by me though, because lord knows that I'm happier than ever. I've been doing everything around the house without any complaints. Yes I get thanks and appreciation. But sometimes I wonder what is really going on inside that gorgeous head of his. I want him to know that I GREATLY APPRECIATE all of this. Mainly for the simple fact that he is willing to stand beside me (no not behind me, we are equals) through all of this, as I would do the same. We are all human and have weak moments, and moments of doubt. Then we realize, hopefully, that the ones that we instill trust and love so very much, would never do anything to intentionally hurt us. No matter what.

I thought that I'd have more time for this stuff while looking for a job. Guess not =P That's a good thing I think. It means that I'm not just messing around on the computer, that I'm actually making progress with things. I've been uber busy around the house. One of my best friends moved back recently. Another keeps popping by to make sure that I'm still around and not getting into trouble, well at least not alone that is.

Recently I went back home. Even though it was only for a couple of hours, a lot of old memories came rushing back. The good ones I keep with me and bring them out on Rainy days. They help to remind me that everyday is a new chance to make different, and posibly better memories. Some of the not so good ones, and bad ones help me to appreciate where I've been and where I am at. I look back at the young naive girl that I once was, yes I was very sheltered and still have a lot to learn, and compare to the woman that I have become. I look at all of this and see that I have learned a whole lot more than most tend to give me credit for. For those of you out there who try or tried to sell me short, good luck with that! I'm not a child anymore, I'm still young yes but a child I think not. For those of you who realize this and appreciate me for who I am and who I have become, I LOVE YOU! Love has so many different levels. Those who know me may have already caught on to this. For I'm not one to lay my heart out on the line at every little whim, but those in which I hold dear, I would truely do just about anything. Thank you to those that are constantly there for me no matter what, and I will treat you the same that you have treated me.
~Froggy~