Where to start?
Today started out really good. Went to the gym & then work. That's where the trouble started & ended.
Why is it that I always manage to find the people that can be as fake as can be, & befriend them? Only have a few specific ones though. The rest are genuine friends don't get me wrong. Days like this is what really makes me ponder on this. Could it possibly be something that I personally have done? Most of the time it ends up just being that they are just plain unhappy & cruel. I think that is the case here as well. I try really hard to blow it off. Then I made the mistake of thinking about it when I was home with my guy. He asked me what was wrong. I tried to play it off as nothing big & not to bother him with it. But he told me to tell him, because he wanted to help me fix the problem. So we talked about everything. I was kind of hesitant though, because he knows the person & is friends with them. I don't want to affect their friendship though & I told him that before I would reveal anything.
We've been doing really good lately. I'm in a state of mind when we're together, it's like I'm on cloud nine. I block out all of the thoughts of everything but us in that moment. I've never been like this before. It feels really really great.
I got a call back today on a possible new job. I pray that I get this one or a really good one. I really want out of the current one with everything going on there.
My prayers are also going out to a friend that is in a really bad situation. One kind of like what I was in just over a year ago. It ended with a slug fest & a restraining order. I'm trying to give her advise. She came to me with a BIG shiner on her cheek. She has a route out but doesn't know if she wants to leave or not. I tried to tell her that it'll only change for a little bit. Just long enough for her to let her guard down & then *WHAM*! God help her to be strong enough to walk away with her health, before it's too late.
Till next time
-Froggy